I actually left the office for lunch to do something more exciting than go to Safeway and I was driving up Delta Highway and realised I was alone. It was an odd feeling; a cross between panic and unfamiliarity. It got me thinking. I am not usually alone, as in all by myself, anymore. And I am not sure I like being alone either. Most of the time I like talking to Thomas on the phone while driving to work and home again. It makes the trip pass faster. Sometimes we even have real things we can talk about without being interrupted. At home I am mostly never alone because Christopher is usually there with me at least.
05/02/07 Being alone May 2, 2007